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Note: Vids are listed in order of completion for the month in question.

2017 February


Fandom: American Horror Story [S5]

Warnings: flashes, disturbing imagery, het- slashpocalypse, blood blood and more blood, betrayal, angst, MCD, flashes, Oblivious!Antagonist, ridiculous measures to prove one's worth, pathological characters

Summary:  A jewel must be polished, for it to properly shine - it's easy to miss the gleam if you aren't looking closely enough.

Notes: "I think in the end, you would have stayed with me, out of obligation...or maybe comfort. Maybe I was safe to you, and you needed to feel that. I know how scared you get of the unknown. To you...I must be kind of a security blanket. Do you see now, how that doesn't work for me? I don't want to be there, simply because the idea of me being gone is too...scary. I want to be someone's everything. I want fire and passion, and love that's returned, equally. I want to be someone's heart... Even if it means breaking my own." ― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless
Music by Lamb


Pairing:: Castiel/Dean

Warnings: canon-typical violence, messy angelic love, messy human love, Asexual Castiel, Demisexual Dean Winchester, Romance, Abuse of Angelic Grace

 Summary: He's high on love...and glow-juice. Who's the holy one here?

You decide.

Notes: So, here is my first Supernatural vid, after 13 years of watching this show. Comments and concrit welcome. Also, unable to source the credit for the lovely gif of wing hugging;

If anyone knows the creator, please send them my way. I have no problem removing if it offends, and I would love to at the very least credit the artist.

Music by Florida Georgia Line

December 2016

Suicide Squad

Character Study: Harleen Quinzel/Harley Quinn

Warnings: flashes, sassy tunes, wholsesale mayhem, Mr.J, canon-typical violence, Mr.J, codependent enablers like "Whoa.", fucked up agency

Summary: Betcha bet she knows her worth. So does he. That's my girl.

Music by Fifth Harmony

July 2014

Fandom: X-Men First Class/Days of Future Past

Pairing: Charles Xavier/ErikLensherr

Summary: Charles has a Problem, and he's coping badly.

Lyrics self-challenge: "Spend my days stuck in a haze trying to forget you, babe" - Tove Lo, original song cut

Music by: Tove Lo/Flip (Hippie Sabotage remix)

May 2014

Fandom: MCU

Summary: Despite all his personal failings, Loki's long game is still in session. Loki's family is the root of his alienation, the fuel for his rage and the love he denies.

Character Study: Loki of Asgard

Pairing(s): GEN/NONE

Music by Caleb

Download: Home by Holdt [2014] 49MB MP4

Fandom: MCU, Captain America

Summary: Just a couple of kids from Brooklyn.

Pairing: Steve Rogers/James Buchanan"Bucky" Barnes/Winter Soldier

Warnings: fandom-specific violence, torture, repressed memories, dueling loyalties

Notes:  Head-canon: Post Winter Soldier, Steve and Bucky's relationship is a tripod, with Steve as the wedge.

Music by John Legend

Download: All of Me by Holdt [2014] 76MB MP4

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