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This is Manic Mea please update your bookmark for this site. Domain has expired and has switched back to Holdt webs 

Welcome to Holdt's Vidding home in space.

Here you'll find a masterlist of my vids to date, as well as streaming access and d/l links. I have been vidding since late 2009, and am proud to say that I am still learning how to make Vegas roll over and show it's belly.  This is primarily a site to share my own works, but with me on the path are a few good friends, who post from time to time, come and go as they wish, and are a constant source of inspiration to me. (Much like hyper-intelligent cats.)

In order of appearance, they are:  Manic Mea (Vidder/Beta) , Wrethcat (Author/Vid & Fic Beta), PinkDiamonds (Author/Beta), Mistrust (Vidder/Beta), and Mitch (Author/ Vid & Fic Beta).

Be sure not to miss their very notable contributions to fandom as you peruse, and remember that feedback is manna to the muse.

Feel free to leave comments, concrit, or just drop us a line saying hi. New friends and contacts are always appreciated here. To date, I have never let a comment/feedback go without  response, whether by email or onsite, and I believe the same can be said of my companions.

As always, observe the golden rules of fandom and do not re-post or hotlink directly to my vids. If you'd like to share my work with others, please link back to this site.

You may ask me about reposting, but as I myself need the bandwidth to continue posting my vids, I'll probably say no. (There's always a chance, though...)  ;)

Also, be advised that I am primarily a slash vidder. That means you WILL see scenes here which either indicate or flat-out display scenes of adult males (and females...eventually)  engaged in homosexual activity. If this is something which offends your sensibilities, ethical structure,  social peace of mind, etc., feel free to leave.

We're all adults, yes?

Don't complain and whine to me, don't bother sending me/us hateful mail which I/we will not do you the courtesy of responding to..Just Leave.

Everyone sanely grounded in this century, feel free to continue.

(and when you're done here, jump on over and give my Allies some love!) :D

Thanks for stopping in, and I hope you enjoy my interpretation of my fandoms as much as I enjoy vidding.


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Your Help Is Needed!

Posted by Manic Mea on April 4, 2012 at 1:15 PM Comments comments (0)

Holdt a vidder and friend is very sick. She's got pneumonia and a collapsed lung, doctors have had to put her into a coma. We do not know if she's going to survive, on top of this her family are struggling with paying medical bills. Therefore they need your help. Please help by spreading the word and donating to Holdt's family. Even if it's just a small amount it all helps.







Please join our campaign

Posted by Manic Mea on April 3, 2012 at 3:05 PM Comments comments (0)

Update on Holdt from her family:

Just got off the phone with the ICU nurse for this morning and she said Sylvia is still stable and holding for the most part but, her latest chest x-ray shows that the pneumonia is getting worse compared to yesterday's x-ray. It is still best that she has no visitors for now for the same reason I shared with you all yesterday. I do apologize for not sharing with everyone before that Syl is in the ICU at Texas Health Presbyterian Hospital Denton and will remain here until she recovers well enough to return home or passes.


Texas Health Presbyterian Hospital Denton | Denton, TX


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Help Needed

Posted by Manic Mea on April 2, 2012 at 3:15 PM Comments comments (0)

This is Manic Mea I'm writing this on behalf of Holdt's family. 

Holdt is in the hospital in ICU atm with pneumonia and a collapsed lunge and the Doctor's are having problems treating her. They've induced her into a comma to keep her from fighting the treatments.

She's remained stable throughout the night without any further complications (which is a good sign she says) but, it could be a few weeks or longer b4 she can be taken off of the ventilator and/or allowed to be taken off the sedatives she's on right now because of how her body fights the treatments they are trying whenever she's conscious. Since the ventilator is doing the job of breathing for her, and the pneumonia is so far along, they still can't say if she's going to pull through it or not yet so they really have no time tables for how things will go for her from here on out. She's not allowed visitors (to interact with) yet because any stimulation has a chance of waking her enough that she'll start fighting the treatments again and they want to make sure her body focuses on healing rather than anything/anyone else right now.


Here's a message from Holdt's family:

 I'm so sorry and ashamed to have to ask this request but, with everything that's going on right now I really don't have any other choice... With all the medical issues she has been having lately I lost my job about 2 weeks ago due to having to call out more than my boss was willing to work with -to take care of her and our son while she has been ill, and, with Holdt now in the hospital I have no way to even go out for interviews and/or work with no one else to watch our son on a daily basis. We have bills that are due now with more coming and expenses that must be taken care of so I can make sure our son is taken care of while we're going through this or we will be in so much worse a place than we already are that I won't even be able to ensure she will have a home to come to if/when she pulls through this. So as much as I hate to ask (because I'm usually the one to help others... not the other way around) I have to ask that if there's anything anyone can spare to help us cover our expenses while she is in the hospital. Any financial assistance anyone could help with would truly be a life-saver for our entire family right now. If you can help please send us what you can.

You can get the info where to send money either through me Manic Mea by emailing me at [email protected] or contacting Lee on Facebook here:


2011 Gatefic Awards

Posted by Holdt on September 25, 2011 at 10:15 PM Comments comments (0)

OMG OMG!! *runs in a circle a'la chicken sans head*


Breathe You In and Run Away both won slash vid awards at Gatefic!!

*dies of squee and ascends to a higher plane of utter J/D bliss*


Thank you so much, everyone!! :-D





Fic Rec: The Final Awakening by Jdjunkie

Posted by Holdt on September 3, 2011 at 11:00 AM Comments comments (0)

Painful and somehow epic in it's stillness. Full of the unsaid and all the more lovely for it.

Bring tissues.

Jack/Daniel, Major character death/death!fic, established relationship, future!fic

The Final Awakening by jdjunkie



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